antigone_grace: (WTF?)
Doctor: How about 1950's France?
Anne: Cool! *poodleskirt's it*
They: *exit phonebooth*
People: *ZUH?!*
Doctor: OH! 1650's SALEM!
Townspeople: What's your take on WITCHES?
Anne: Hekate's badass, my aunt RULES!
Doctor: *FACEPALM*
Townspeople: HANGING!

...

They: *run back to the phonebooth*
Phonebooth: *whooshysounds*
They: *sighs of relief and a smooch to boot*
Doctor: *gets a lil overzealous cuz Anne's Teh Hawt*
Anne: *hand slips and whoops, hits a button*
Phonebooth: *becomes a Tilt-A-Whirl*
They: *go flying*
Doctor: Rose, you okay?!
Anne: Bishplz.
Doctor: Oops.
antigone_grace: (Goddess Anne)
{A/N: Well, let's see: Anne busted up the Loki/Hermes destructofest, Loki stole Anne's godhood, Anne died. Hermes struck a deal with Loki wherein he would do whatever Loki said whenever Loki said it in exchange for the shell that held Anne's godhood and Loki gave it back. She lived. Anne loathed Loki, Loki didn't like her much either. Loki conspired with Eris to use a love potion on Anne and Hades to make them fall in love, but Eris double-crossed Loki and slipped HIM the potion instead. Loki and Anne fell in 'love' and Hermes said "WTF?". Loki warned Hermes not to interfere and whisked Anne away to get married in Tahiti. Hermes got an arrow from Anteros and used that to poke Eris who then gave over the antidote to the love potion. Hermes gave it to Anne just as Loki walked in. Loki poofed them to a plateau and they played tag until Loki enacted the deal from A Long Time Ago and told Hermes to stand still before running him through. Hermes died and hung out with Thanatos for a while. Loki went back to Anne, who begged him to take the antidote, swearing she still cared. He took it, they kissed again and he left.

Now that the author's notes are longer than the letter itself, it should be noted that feelings or not, whatever was there or not, Loki continued to harass Anne and she continued to put herself out there for it. *shrugs*}






After a long time spent at her vanity, she produces this:

Dearest Loki -

You know, I wasn't going to send this letter, but then I thought it would do us both some good, so here you go.

First of all, I have to admit, you got me. Unlike you, I am incapable of ignoring feelings. Even fake ones. Even if I want to. And, you know what? Maybe you were right. Maybe a part of me, a big part, still loved you. More than I wanted to admit, especially out loud. Especially to you.

This letter is mostly to remind me and assure you that you don't ever have to worry about that ever again. You destroyed whatever love I had for you the day you mocked my feelings. The ones that weren't fake. As I'm sure that was your ultimate intention, you must be overjoyed.

In the end, I have to admit that it's rather uplifting to be free of those feelings, myself. After all, knowing that you - of all people - had the power to jerk me around, was quite sickening. And since you were so easily replaceable, those feelings must not have been that intense in the first place.

And really, you can still chalk it up as a win for you. You get what you've wanted from the beginning. Since you met me, really. You never have to worry about my bothering you ever again. In fact, since I'm absolutely nothing to you? You will be absolutely nothing to me. I shall treat you with the utter indifference with which you seem to be intent on treating me.


Yours-

Antigone Grace
antigone_grace: (Longing)
It started as backaches. His. He would come home from the hospital exhausted and she would wave a hand to start dinner while running her hands down his back to relieve some of the pain.

He'd smile, kiss the top of her head and ask what was for dinner. She could feel the ache if she tried. If he let her. He rarely let her.

As the weeks went on, he started coming home earlier. The routine didn't change. Not until one afternoon. As she brought dinner and set it on the table, the candles lighting themselves as they usually did, she looked over at the couch with a smile to call him to dinner. The smile froze on her face, confusion setting in. He was asleep.

The first time it happened, she chalked it up to a very long day and joined him on the couch, her fingers playing in his hair. She sat there all night while he slept, too disconcerted to wake him. Only once did she contemplate moving him, but she didn't want to risk causing him more pain.

After three months of oversleeping his alarm after sleepless nights, dozing off before dinner, worrying her endlessly and taking flak for a bad mattress and too much newlywed sex, he succumbed to the feeling of dread sitting in the back of his mind. He spoke to a trusted colleague and, after assuring her it wasn't lupus, agreed to a blood test.

Cancer.

Read more... )
antigone_grace: (Rockin')
[ooc: After {this} talk with Wilson in UtR, Anne runs to her new BFF, Dean Winchester. Brother of the guy she's currently seeing, she's turned him into her sounding board for all things... well, girly. Especially if it involves his brother and embarrassing situations.]

[insanejournal.com profile] doubleup: *opens arms* Hug? *winces*
[insanejournal.com profile] antigone_grace: *throws self at*
[insanejournal.com profile] doubleup: Um. I'm kind of... bad at this. *pats gingerly*
[insanejournal.com profile] antigone_grace: *practically wailing* It's not like I even MISS him, but I wasn't EXPECTING him and... and... *buries face in shoulder* ... I miss what he WAS, and... and...
[insanejournal.com profile] doubleup: *pets her hair* It's not the same Wilson. It's just a guy that looks like him. Like a twin. I''m sorry.
[insanejournal.com profile] antigone_grace: *nods and clings* Okay. *sniffles into his shirt* I don't really even miss him anymore but that was just... a shock. *rubs nose*
[insanejournal.com profile] doubleup: I know. Trust me, if my ex ever shows up here, I'm going to just hide and let Bela claw her eyes out.
[insanejournal.com profile] antigone_grace: *nods* I'll help her. *sniffles* Promise.

In Which Dean Has More GirlTalk Than He's Used To )

[PAST RP]

May. 5th, 2008 04:21 pm
antigone_grace: (Crying)
{From when [insanejournal.com profile] anteros went on ONE DATE with [insanejournal.com profile] sleepswithlove on LJ. This was after Anne was unable to love properly and, well? The results were disastrous.}
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She was, for all intents and purposes, pretty well trashed.

As soon as he’d left to see Psyche, Antigone had sat, stunned, for quite some time. Then, she’d raged, cried, bemoaned her lot in life a bit, raged some more, cried a bit more and then tossed some of Ant’s stuff around. After that ten minutes was up (and after she’d replaced his broken stuff), she went on the hunt for the liquor.

Now, Anteros being Anteros, she knew he had a fair bit of it laying around. And when that was gone, she summoned what she’d liked. Not being a big drinker (as in, not at all), it hadn’t taken much (as in, very little) before she’d been tanked out of her gourd.

Which brings this story to it’s beginning.

Antigone Grace, Princess of Troy, was, for all intents and purposes, pretty well trashed. This was evidenced by the fact that she and her open bottle of rum were lying very close together on the floor. She had found herself entranced with the ceiling and then Adonis, the poor dog.

“It’s pathetic, Adonis,” she mumbled. “It’s always been pathetic. The way I always hope he’ll come back? Pathetic. The way I always find love in whoever is closest? Pathetic!”

It was the ending of a conversation that had been decidedly one-sided and had been going on for a very long time. She gone past the ‘feeling sorry for herself’ stage. It was bad enough that she’d hit on how other people saw her.

Finally, she lay there on the floor next to Adonis and sobbed.
antigone_grace: (Hiding!laugh)
1) The First One: I lost it to my half-brother Anton.

2) The One I Had To Work For: Anteros at my mother's party... all four times [bed, shower, bed w/wings, bed].

3) Who Says the Drama Department's for Weenies?: Anteros... the day I wound up as a student to his professor.

4) Watching IS Kinda Hot: Anteros... with Achilles there.

5) Jealousy?: Zelos.

6) Meta-Schmeta: Dominatrixing up Anton with the whips and the spankings.

7) The Marriage that Wasn't: Loki, in Tahiti. No, you can't watch, perverts.

8) Christmas Wishes: The Doctor, dancing on Christmas Eve 2006

9) Upright is not Uptight: Nicholas Jekyll, against the wall.

1o) The One Who Said No : Sam Winchester, our first date.

Sex Goddess

Apr. 7th, 2008 10:28 pm
antigone_grace: (Hee!Seductive)
Your Sex Sign is...
QuizUniverse.com
You ooze sensuality and lust!
You're down for anything, as long as it celebrates the natural body.
You're a master at giving head - and as long as it feels good, you'll do it.
Even your lover's nastiest fantasy!


Taurus, you draw your intense sexuality from the earth.
You are strongly built - like a Greek or Roman nude.
Your sign is ruled by the planet Venus - giving you a lusty appetite for sex.


Sexually, you favor the strong, silent type - someone as comfortable in the rugged outdoors as you are.
Intellectual, geeky types don't appeal to you at all.


Your home and surroundings are very imporant to you - it's always your place, not their's.
While you'd never do a hotel fling, you'll have sex outdoors (beach, grass, whatever) - as long as there is some privacy.


You are very oral - a master at oral sex.
You love your lover to climax in your mouth.
You love any and every kind of foreplay...
and you'll do anything as long as it feels good.
You are more pleasure-oriented than excitement-oriented.


As for weird sexual practices, you are fixed in your likes and dislikes
And you are are anything BUT conventional.
Your basic, carnal nature leads you to engage frequently in oral and anal sex.
Why, you've even been known to give your partner a golden shower on occasion!

'What is your Sex Sign?'

at QuizUniverse.com



NO! NO NO NO NO GOLDEN SHOWERS OMG EW! Where IS Nicholas, that SILLY man?! *shudders* Golden omg hitting ants from across the ROOM and then- *hyperventilates*
antigone_grace: (Hi)



Antigone made sure Anteros' spacious backyard was set with large white tents, plenty of food and drink and even a large cake made just to her specifications.





Then she knocked on his door and, when he opened it, she adjusted her dress, her bridal bouquet firmly in her grasp. "Okay," she announced with a pretty smile, the one she reserved just for him. "I'm ready."
antigone_grace: (Plotting)
"Just tell me what you want... You've captivated me and my concern is pleasuring you until you can stand no more."

Those words. It was that moment, right there, that Antigone knew that Anteros would give in to her request. She'd seen the look in his eye, watched him watch her as she'd brushed her long, dark hair. Seen that same look in his eyes as she'd pinned it above her shoulders. Felt his lips against the back of her neck.

It had been a simple matter of making sure he'd meant what he'd said. Her back against her shower, the water pouring down against them, his movements slow and deep... and yet, he wasn't entirely fooled. She promised herself and with it, anything he desired. She knew he had enjoyed his time wih her. That he desired her. Every kiss, every thrust, every groan of her name was a testament to that.

Anteros had been well within his right to take what he had from her father, but in doing so, he'd taken her father from her. That was unacceptable and being who she was, she needed him back, by any means necessary. Lying to Anteros, and in the beginning it HAD been a lie, was the only conceivable way to get what she wanted.

Had she known then what she knows now...

Would she have lied? She wouldn't have gotten her father. She would have continued to seduce him. She would have loved him, probably in secret, forever.
antigone_grace: (Perfect)


Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover



You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!

Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.

You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.



You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable

Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life

By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.



Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.

Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.

No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

antigone_grace: (Unforgettable)
: Foreplay is NOT sex.
: It is. Then you get down to the good stuff.
: The good stuff? Is sex.
: *sighs happily* Nope.
: Andrew... darling.
: Hotstuff. *grin*
: Ready for the good stuff when you are, gorgeous. *wink*
: *rolls eyes*
: I'm always ready. *smirk*
: Let's go.
antigone_grace: (Anne/Ant)




The promise was mine. The promise to love him forever, to be his. It's always been mine. And while I wish I could say that I've never minded the one-sidedness of my promise, it would be untrue and anyone who knows me knows how untrue.

He was engaged to someone else, a lover to another. In the beginning, I didn't want him the way I promised. It didn't matter, though, because he did love me. He has loved me ever since that first night when the room I showed him to was mine. Not the room he was looking for, true, but he's loved me since and I've loved him from not long after.

I will always love him. I've loved since and he'll always love others. It's who he is. And I've finally learned, too late, but finally, that though he loves others, dates and spends time with them, he doesn't love me any less than he did the night he made love to me and took my heart from me. And I know, without a doubt, that I truly do belong to him, just like I promised that night.

So many mortals flit through marriages, one after another, and I've been married myself. But this, Anteros' love, is eternal. I would rather have that love than a fleeting marriage. To know that he thinks of me, knowing that I can close my eyes as I lay alone and can remember with fondness the times we've spent together...

It's enough.
antigone_grace: (Another little laugh)
Hang up the chick habit!
Hang it up, daddy,
a girl's not a tonic or a pill.



To say her dad had a 'chick habit' was a bit of an understatement. He was all OVER the place. Constantly. Only now? He'd gotten married. MARRIED. HER dad. Hermes, god of speediness (which he used to work through one woman after another, according to her mother), MARRIED.

She wasn't the only one who had been more than a little stunned. Loki, for his part, wasn't happy either, that her dad had chosen to settle down. It wasn't just the woman. THAT bit of unhappiness lay with Anteros, which caused Antigone's unhappiness. For someone SO IN LOVE with her, he sure seemed a bit mopey that his former lover was now shacked up with her dad. If someone wanted to get technical? He'd stepped out fir-

Oh, nope. That wasn't true. Her dad. That car. That WOMAN. If her FATHER hadn't taken that car and That Woman out for a spin, then NONE of them would in the positions they eventually found themselves in. Her, promised to Ant just to save Mr. God of Speed. Loki without his best friend. Anteros without a his former lover, without his former fiancee...

Beverly Hills had NOTHING on 90210.

All because her dad had a silly addiction to WOMEN.


Antigone Grace
218 Words
Greek Mythology
antigone_grace: (Default)
ROTM 185.2 Write a prompt fic of your muse interacting with another muse in their life, years from now, where your muse is telling someone something that they don’t want to hear.
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Sixteen years, she had chosen to stay away from Nicholas. Sixteen long years, even after Erastos had gone. She had hidden in her London home. Taking a chance, she appeared to her husband, just to see...

... and now a year had gone by. Where mistakes had been admitted and forgotten. Where they had picked up where they had left off. Only now...

It was time.

There was a deep unhappiness in her and she had been unhappy for more than a year. Not with him, no. When she was with him, she was happy. The only time she was happy. It was in her thoughts that she had time to relive her past.

Her lonely past. Alone? No. Lonely? Yes.

She missed her home. Not the large, sweeping house her father had bought her so many years before. The one of beaches and sand. Sunlight and ancient walls that spoke volumes upon volumes of history.

Antigone wanted to go home.

Could she? Could she doom thousands simply to make herself happy? Force others to live in her time warp of bliss? Call upon servants to live in her world, to serve again after nearly twenty of rest? They had worked for three thousand years, could she really ask them to do it again, simply to make her happy?

Her birthright. All that history.

She ached with the need to be free to touch and feel and breathe her homeland again. Not the modern travesty that was Greece, but the golden past that existed where she alone could build it.

Antigone smiled at dinner. She moaned during their lovemaking, and it was, in fact, exquisite. She made breakfast the next morning and kissed him goodbye, lingering only the smallest moment.

Then, and only then, did she say her goodbyes.


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With a thought, she appeared in her London home, the furniture covering itself as she walked through the rooms, shutting it down. She knew she wouldn't return, knew her actions were futile.

She changed into the traditional dress of the age, her hair twisting itself into the old style, and appeared on the beach where the magnificent city had once stood. There, growing impossibly in the sand, was the crocus plant her father had planted when she was born. She gave it a sad smile and faced the open space.

Raising her arms slowly, she watched with awe as the city appeared in all it's white and gold glory, the turrets and walls as tall as ever. The bustle of the people was instantaneous. She smiled, not a satisfied smile, still sad.

Inside, she walked down the hall, nodding at those who deferred. And, at the doors to her suite, she paused before nodding at the guards. When she did, they pulled open the double doors and Antigone closed her eyes and smiled against the rush of wind from the ocean as it blew through the room.

Home.
antigone_grace: (Anne/Ant)
There are places I remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places had their moments
With lovers and friends
I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
there is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
In my life I love you more

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No matter who I've loved in the past or take as a lover in the future, Anteros will always hold my heart. No one has ever compared or will compare. I love him.
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